Is It too late? Can I do accomplish the goal to meet my expectations?
I don’t know, I feel so old …
I think there isn’t any possibility for me …. just dead.
I wait to dead or not?
But .. why. Why Do I feel so bad, so negative.
I made a lot of mistakes but is it time to go forward now?
I have to leave my past and go forward toward my future but it is so difficult.
It’s difficult leave what you’ve been for so long time.
I would be a better person but I feel so bad toward myself, toward others.
I have a dream: to feel better.