Sometimes, reading some posts on social networks I have the impression that the world described was too ethereal and had nothing physical.
But I have the same impression looking back on my past life. It seems like a dream.
But life is made of sacrifice, pain and sorrow. But not for me, I was born into a well-suited family, even though my parents are divorced. But my entire family has always cared for me and kept me up in difficult moments. And this made my life easier.
However, I have had difficult moments with my mental wellness. Without my family, I couldn’t have overcome my problems but even without my consistency.
I have kept the line and always looked for improvement. I have always tried to explore the infinity inside and outside me.
I have to tell thank you to all the people I have met and, someone, who stay in my life, every one of them left in my life important signs.
I have to be grateful for what I feel is God. I don’t have a clear image of it. It is a sort of energy that let me be led by it. It provided big changes in my way. And I feel it protects me.
Last but not least, there is a woman that has raised big challenges and led me on a precise path. She has been the only woman I have felt in love with. Nowadays maybe she even doesn’t remember me or maybe she is still scared of me. But the remembering of the moments I spent with her still provokes many feelings in me. Ciao Adele.
But above all, I have to be grateful for my attitude to fight against my flaws which comes exactly from a choice: the choice to not let me and all the people I love die.